Beautiful Boxer
HOANG TU ANH
When I got a request to write a review of a film that was
screened at Films of Desire, a film that I was interested
in, I felt excited and immediately said ‘yes’. After sending
out the email, I already regretted it. Oh, it is hard. Which
film should I choose? I have watched so many films in
these four days at the incredibly beautiful Neemrana Fort
Palace. Love for Share, Cut, Beautiful Boxer, Split Wide Open,
Sea in the Blood, Locust, Mr and Mrs Iyer, Bugis Street,…all the
footage screened slowly in my mind again. Each film is so
meaningful to me, though in different ways. Then I stopped
at Beautiful Boxer, an amazing film that brought me a lot of
emotion. It was the opening night film and was quite an
experience to watch it outdoors, under the stars, knowing
that Nong Toom (the beautiful boxer herself) was with us
in the audience and would answer questions later. I talked
about the film with my colleagues for weeks after I came
back from Delhi.
What I like in Beautiful Boxer is the way the director makes
the story go. It is so true, so natural that I hardly felt any
artificial cinematic technique in it. During the Question
and Answer session after the movie, Nong Toom admitted
that the film is about ‘90% of my life’ and the remaining
10% is not shown because of time constraints. By the way,
I really like her. She dresses quite simply, put on very little
make up and answered questions in an honest manner.
Transgender and transsexual issues are not very much
discussed in Vietnam until recently after a singer had an
operation to become a woman. However, most of the
discussions in the media are very much to satisfy the
curiosity of audiences. The interviews often start with
questions such as what is her current life, especially her
sexual life after the operation. What does her partner
think about this or what do ‘real’ men think about her?
How much did she have to pay for the operation? Very few
questions are about her identity, the value of finding and
preserving it, or acknowledgement of her effort to gain it.
One article had a big title ‘30,000 USD to find herself’.
The article focusses on the physical change but fails to talk
about the immeasurable cost of her inner damage all these
years. This is what Beautiful Boxer does very successfully.
As the relationship intensifies, Crispin gives Gardo a
precious necklace, a family heirloom. When Bert, Crispin’s
suspecting chauffer, learns about the gift, he cunningly
intervenes, one night, by preventing Gardo from going
inside the movie house where Crispin desperately waits for
his lover. The film closes with a sequence trailing Crispin
getting out of the movie house after waiting for Gardo to
no avail. ‘I want to go home,’ Crispin tells Bert. The very
last scene shows a striking radiance produced by the front
lights of Crispin’s car.
I like very much the comment at the beginning of Beautiful
Boxer ‘He fights like a man so he can become a woman’. It
really shows the conflict inside a transsexual person and
the pressure of society. For many of us, to be ourselves,
rarely becomes a question. We take what people call us for
granted. For a transsexual person, it is a painful journey
and very costly. Nong Toom has to pay with a lot of sweat,
bruises, blood, money, a lot of money. She may not be able
to be herself if she is not a champion kick boxer, if she does
not ‘fight like a man’. She may not be able to apply make
up as she wants if that does not help defeat her opponents
or make more people come to see the boxing. This means
that she is allowed to do that not because of herself but
because of others.
In Beautiful Boxer, a transsexual person is presented as a
serious human being who is looking for herself and trying
to fulfill her human rights and sexual rights.
It really bothers me when I reflect on most of the films
or TV shows I have seen in Vietnam that have transgender
or transsexual characters. It seems like there are more
and more films and shows including transgender and
transsexual characters and people. However, this is not to
show acceptance but the lack of it. Transgendered people
are often portrayed in a ridiculous way, just to bring laughs
to audiences. We really need a film like Beautiful Boxer to
show on main screens in Vietnam.
After I came back from Films of Desire, I bought the CD of
Beautiful Boxer. Surprisingly, it is available in the market but
I didn’t know about it before. Many of my colleagues asked
me to show the film and have more discussions in the office.
I have planned on doing it very soon. I don’t know if there
is any chance for the film to be screened in movie halls in
Vietnam but it should be. Besides the important messages
that the film brings, one reason to show it in Vietnam is that
it is a story based in Thailand – a country which is very near
Vietnam. So when the film is shown here, people cannot
say that it is a Western notion.
Finally, I want to say Congratulations Nong Toom!
Congratulations to the director Ekachai Uekrongtham!
You have brought hope and confidence to many people and
many families.’
The last sequence ultimately highlights Reyes’ genius, as well
as his authentic trust for the film spectators to derive their own
meanings out of the film, as if to say: ‘Choose your own politics’.
Hoang Tu Anh is a founding member, senior researcher
and program manager at the Consultation of Investment in
Health Promotion (CIHP), Hanoi, Vietnam. She is also founder
of the first on-line counselling program for young people on
sexuality, reproductive health and HIV/AIDS in Vietnam. She
also works on research and programs to promote gender
equity and sexual and reproductive rights of women, women
who have experienced violence, MSM and PLWHA.
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